A good day, well so I thought. I woke up early today, in order to make sure and eat breakfast before work that morning. I had the breakfast I prepared the day before. Then I worked and then ate lunch again....9 Hours later. [No Bueno] I later found out, after work, while at the gym, I need to eat every 3-4 hours. Breakfast, Snack, Protein Shake, Lunch, Dinner. The workout today with Seth was good today, but for some odd reason, I just felt so deflated afterwards. In my head, I'm thinking, I'm not seeing results, I'm still...[FAT] But I know it takes time, and to be patient.
One of things that is bothering me right now is paying for all of this. Now, after being really critical with my nutrition, it has started to become really expensive. I don't want to ask my parents for money, and I am already working, which all or most of the paychecks is going toward the personal training/diet/gas money. In 4 weeks, I'm going to Vegas. Perhaps I can get some money there...
Even though I may seem deflated and worried, one thing I have realized, that still continues to keep me motivated, are my friends. I don't want to let them down. and myself, I don't want to let myself down as well.
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